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Hotdog Thunderdome
3 months ago
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I spend every moment that I'm with other people wondering when I'm gonna say something dumb and fuck it up
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Or do something dumb and fuck it up
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that's why even when I'm at a party I stay in a corner or
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if there's no corner
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sit on a couch and stay in my head
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sometimes not noticing that people are trying to talk to me
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then I feel like an ass about that
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not that I go to parties all that often
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Ugh...
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I can't decide which is worse
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Being nervous uncomfortable and anxious and weird and around people
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or alone and sad
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not that I'm not sad when I'm around people
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well that's way more writing than a tag need include
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ugh...
I have a problem where everything I say or do makes me sound or seem rude or uncaring. It makes it really hard for me to make and maintain friends.
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